BURDENS TO BLESSINGS At age four, Kim Crabill learned a truth about her family that shattered her identity and hardened her heart against her mother. But Kim mastered the game of masking and pretending. By the time she was an adult, she could even speak before crowds and lead women's ministries with her mask intact. However, the pain she'd learned to hide began to express itself through anorexia, diet pill addiction, loneliness, depression, anxiety attacks and more.